Dear Jesus,
I know that our friendship is not warm anymore as it used to be. You know You always have the most special place in my heart. But, I just realized I’ve disappointed You.
Many things happened recently.. Unfortunately not the good one.. My mind was messing about useless things. Hate, disappointment, arrogance, and so on. I thought I can handle those things. But, I can’t deny that somehow it hurts. Really wanna cry it out, but I couldn’t do it anyhow. Feels like burying something bad inside the heart and become a thorn in the flesh.
I’m drawn in my own sorrow. Neglecting You as being the most precious part of my life. Didn’t give You what You deserve which is You always deserve the best. I’m so selfish. You really knew my heart more than anyone in this world. I should’ve told You what I’ve been through.
And now, from deep inside my heart, I just wanna say this to You : "I’m sorry… I want You to know I still love You at the most of all，I’ll fix everything up and make it up to You. Thank you for being my forever best friend."
I know that our friendship is not warm anymore as it used to be. You know You always have the most special place in my heart. But, I just realized I’ve disappointed You.
Many things happened recently.. Unfortunately not the good one.. My mind was messing about useless things. Hate, disappointment, arrogance, and so on. I thought I can handle those things. But, I can’t deny that somehow it hurts. Really wanna cry it out, but I couldn’t do it anyhow. Feels like burying something bad inside the heart and become a thorn in the flesh.
I’m drawn in my own sorrow. Neglecting You as being the most precious part of my life. Didn’t give You what You deserve which is You always deserve the best. I’m so selfish. You really knew my heart more than anyone in this world. I should’ve told You what I’ve been through.
And now, from deep inside my heart, I just wanna say this to You : "I’m sorry… I want You to know I still love You at the most of all，I’ll fix everything up and make it up to You. Thank you for being my forever best friend."
亲爱的耶稣：
我知道我们的关系没有以前那么熟。祢在我心中总有最特别的位置。但现在我发现我让祢失望了。 最近发生很多事，又不是好的事情。我忙着管不应该做的事。讨厌人家，失望，骄傲等。我以为我会克服那些。可是我不能否认，那些事让我伤心。很想哭却哭不出来。像心里面埋没不好的事，就变成一根刺加在肉体里。 我在我的痛苦里淹没了，忽略祢原本是我生活中最珍贵的。我没有给祢应该得到的，就是最好的部分。我这么自私。祢最了解我的心，甚至比我还了解。我应该告诉祢我发生什么事。
我心灵深处想对祢说："对不起……"我想祢知道：世界上我最爱还是祢，永远不会改变。谢谢祢愿意当我永远的好朋友。
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